The Green Tea

Today I looked in the mirror but I am not quite sure who I am anymore. It’s not the same person I used to know just 4 days ago. Sometimes I am not sure who I am supposed to be, who I want to be, or who I need to be. For those yet to know, I must confess I have a serious addiction problem now.

I tried detox and cold turkey but it just got worst.Every waking moment I have to sleep away the cravings, but I would then get up in the middle of the night shaking with intense pain running down my spine, like a zillion needles piercing through every pore on every inch of my leathery skin. My body was visibly twisted by the unreasonable spasms and my eyes rolled around every corner of the bloody socket. I kneeled in front of the toilet bowl and tried to vomit out every toxic intestine entangled in this sickening body. My legs and hands are swollen from the retention and you have to beg them to hold still. The mood becomes unstable and every hour I get a panic attack, afterwhich my vision would turn blurry and eventually blackout. For once I feel totally really powerless and useless. I am ashamed of myself and I have embarrassed all those who have trusted me and loved me.

As of this writing, I have succumbed to the devil’s call. I am sick of challenging the mind! I am having my eighth straw in less than 48 hours. All thanks to one person or I would not have sunken to this level.

CRYSTAL GOH. IC NO: S8458390J, you and your GREEN TEA FRAPPUCINO, now I cannot stop slurping this fabulous drink !!!

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